Amnesia.

My first experiment in English.
Amnesia will set it in you
to forget
what was your life
before meeting me
and I will be
Commander
of your ships and
your wrecks.
So you can never take
missing
a better man than I,
despite of my obvious
lack of self esteem,
of my pretended kindness.
I know that is not the way
to make you happy,
but that's the way
I was taught in
to love.